STARS-439 "I actually loved you..." A classmate (childhood friend) who won't confess to you right away...

It's been half a year since I joined the same company as my favorite childhood friend. - I've been approached by various men, including my boss and business partners, but I've turned them all down and just waited for him to confess. - I was waiting for her, but...I wanted to impress my childhood friend who never confessed to me, so I decided to have sex with my boss. - Even though I like him... am I a pervert because I get so excited that he sees me?